what shall I call today? wonderful? :)

"Getting an inch of snow is like winning 10 cents in the lottery."
Bill Watterson

Today was bitter cold and I, the little hibernating squirrel in the mix, was out in it for 90% of the time. Luckily, that was the worst thing about today. The best thing had to be... the rest. Me and my beloved took wonderful pictures today out by the white river with beautiful clean snow and ice falling all around us. He has the most wonderful mind I have ever run into and when he puts it to good use we have days like today. No fighting, Of coarse i was being me and had to be a bit whiny during some parts but I learned to stop being the devil's advocate and enjoy the little things. There is nothing like learning with someone you love to be around, or relaxing and just watching nature run its path and not finding it boring. I looked at him a lot today when he was distracted taking pictures or wondering off or trying to get some creatures attention, and once again (it never fails) I saw his beauty every bit of it. I still cant figure out what goes on in his head or what he really thinks of me but i didn't let that bother me today. Today I truly enjoyed the little things. At one point the little thing I was enjoying was throwing a big stick at an ice covered pond just to see how frozen it really was. Of coarse i wasn't supposed to be doing that, I was supposed to be sitting still so that my love could get a focus on the picture he was planning on taking. However, The picture turned out absolutely enjoyable with him sliding next to me before the flash and me laughing trying to grab him. I know, now I am babbling about some of my personal engagements, but i just wanted to let everyone know, love is life for me and its to short to pass up tiny details like having a truly good day with your favorite person.

Today was a rough day

I really don't mean to complain but i do want to share my rough day with everyone or no one for that matter. I woke up really late to school so i barley had time to throw anything together. I got to school trying to make myself look like a human being not a creature from the black lagoon, didn't quit work. Then i get to gym thinking physical activity is just what i need and guess what happens! all the butt head jocks won't even give me a chance to show my stuff. Gotta hate those big heads sometimes. The rest of the day I'm excited to get out so i can go and see the boy that makes my day shine brighter. I almost get into a wreck on the freeway, finally get there, and we are both in horrible down right ugly moods. Softball went alright but i wish I could have done better. Now I'm finally home looking back and laughing about this whole 14 hour day. I really love these days at the end it gives me a new taste of reality, How things are going to be horrid sometimes and still i will get through them (trust me you will too!) Of coarse I'm wishing for a better day tomorrow but honestly today was a lesson to learn, just like every day.

I love my Marines

Have you ever been so scared for somebody that no matter what mood your in hearing about them turns your day a little darker? Have you ever tried to stay strong for them because you know they are staying strong for you? Today i heard about a bombing in Afghanistan that killed 20 Marines, My brother is a Marine in Afghanistan right now. I got home and heard the news and he was okay. I can't imagine how the families just like us that wait around the phone all night to hear from there kid how they are doing felt when they got that call that he wasn't coming home. I never realized how real this war was until both of my brothers decided to serve our country. Now i don't go a day without thinking about whats going on over there where they are and when they are coming home. I miss them both so much. I always tell my brother "Hey bro love you miss you keep your eyes open please don't die" I say it with all the meaning in my heart and I'm scared to death one day he won't be able to grant my wishes. While I'm over here worrying about grades and what college i get into He is there worrying about where the next bombs going to be or what's behind that closed door. I always want to think my brother will be here to protect me and i know that will be the case. I think that everyone should appreciate that those boys and girls are out there not just protecting there families but protecting you too. Love Our Troops Forever, Thank you.

Learning the Blog world

I learn more and more about these "blogs" every day. I keep hoping i get on here and find someone has read my babbling, but no luck :(. I am learning how people write and express themselves though and that is always good.. just to sit back and observe. Music is a great way to procrastinate. That is what I am doing tonight simply procrastinating tonight, what else is there to do? Math? Ha that's a joke. I really should go do it but i think I'm going to find something to write about and then post another one of these things.

late to school

I'm sitting at home waiting for my car to warm up and I'm only going to school for a good two periods. i didn't want to go to school because the weather is shit honestly. i never really like going to school when i have to drive in this.. i hope i get to see Matt today i really miss him. really what I'm hoping for is that he gets his charges dropped so he can be decently happy again. that kid is great when he is happy. when i get to school i need to go to ms cooks room so i can drop off my stuff and be on top of my game. i think tonight is going to be a homework night before and after practice so i can get ahead on my projects. i also need to go to the bookstore. my new goal is to start reading on current events, history, and how things work, and possibly... some science if its interesting. the goal after that is to get better at my sport so i can be good and possibly get some money for college by my senior year. i look pretty cute today to be fair. i think a lot of people will compliment me. well time to go off to school and get started on all my stuff :)

where to begin

i was told today that i should write every day just to keep my head going and my fingers moving. with that i decided to start a blog i don't know what I'm going to write in this blog but i believe that it is a good idea and will help me through everything. i will start by writing the little things just to get the feel of things maybe uploading a few pics and trying to make some friends then i think I'm going to start to get personal and maybe make some announcements. so here i go on my blog adventure